February 2012
41 posts
I wonder...
How my “dad” lives with himself knowing that both of his kids hate him.
me on the internet: YOU ARE SO FUCKING HOT FUCK ME SENSELESS I DON'T WANT TO WALK FOR DAYS JUST TOUCH ME ANYWHERE EVERYWHERE JUST PLEASE YOU ME US NOW YOU ARE PERFECT IN EVERY WAY YOU ARE A GOD BLESS YOUR BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL SOUL BLESS YOUR PARENTS FOR CONCEIVING YOU BLESS THE FUCKING WOMB YOU WERE IN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL ALTHOUGH YOU'D BE MORE BEAUTIFUL NAKED OUR WEDDING IS GOING TO BE ON A BEACH
me irl: hi will you sign this please?
EYES BURNING.
Which is another CON to crying all day.
Not resting.
Is probably one of the main things to drive someone to that point.
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On the brightside...
My room smells really good.
January 2012
18 posts
I wonder how much longer I’ll take this.
Everyday’s a second chance.
Actually glad to be woken up.
Had a dream that my mom hated me because I couldn’t find a job. She called me lazy, worthless etc. I went in my room and cried like a baby. Dreams are weird because is this what I’m thinking about during the day? Disappointing my mom? I suppose. That could be why I’m taking this long job search so hard. I’ve only ever wanted to please her and lately even though she’s...